On Sunday, August 30, 2009
[7:43 AM]
Hi readers, damn long never update this blog d .
I miss my dar very much .
Wish to see him, he didn't come to church today.
Because got some problem.
And yesterday at church didn't get chance to talk with him .
And today can't see him .
Inside my heart really sad and hurt.
I don't know what to do, need to wait till Friday oni can see him .
I really really miss him very much .
Half year, going to 7 months dy.
Still counting, wish babe won't leave me.
Today, morning babe sms-ed me and told me he can't come to church .
And inside the message he got wrote "I am not suitable for u, u may find others"
When i read the sentence, my heart really hurt.
He also got wrote "Because i can't always pei u.."
That time my tears really wanna drop down dy.
But i just control, many people at church .
And down there, babe wrote "But i wish we still can be together"
I thought me and babe will no more d .
I really felt very sad and hurt that time, i dk who to talked with .
I really very hurt, unspeakable pain..
But i told babe "I said before, i will love you no matter what, so, i won't break up with u."
And i really scare babe will leave me .
But now me and babe very good dy. Wish we can forever.
I really love him <3
Babe, please come to church every week so i might see u at church .
I love you forever till the end of my lifetime.
I won't leave u and u dun leave me too .
Just dun worry, i wun yaiyai anymore .
I won't like that time, talked like very close with another boy .
And made babe sad.. sorry babeee .
I won't did this againn, i lubb u ;P
MUACKIESSSSSSSS <3
Give u a kiss, and a big big big warm hug :)
Heheee, Friday can hug u and kiss u d xD
WOO, i will be patience la babe .
LOVEEEE YOUUUUUU JASONN KWANN YEWW WEII :)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Tomorrow is Merdeka d .
WULIAOOOOOOOOOOOO .
I WANNA GROW UP FASTER LA .
==!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Always stay at home like siao za bo only .
ZZZ, I MISS MY BABE VERY MUCH LA .
I WANNA SEE HIM NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW .
MUACKSSSSSSSS <3
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
