On Sunday, August 30, 2009
[7:43 AM]
Hi readers, damn long never update this blog d .
I miss my dar very much .
Wish to see him, he didn't come to church today.
Because got some problem.
And yesterday at church didn't get chance to talk with him .
And today can't see him .
Inside my heart really sad and hurt.
I don't know what to do, need to wait till Friday oni can see him .
I really really miss him very much .
Half year, going to 7 months dy.
Still counting, wish babe won't leave me.
Today, morning babe sms-ed me and told me he can't come to church .
And inside the message he got wrote "I am not suitable for u, u may find others"
When i read the sentence, my heart really hurt.
He also got wrote "Because i can't always pei u.."
That time my tears really wanna drop down dy.
But i just control, many people at church .
And down there, babe wrote "But i wish we still can be together"
I thought me and babe will no more d .
I really felt very sad and hurt that time, i dk who to talked with .
I really very hurt, unspeakable pain..
But i told babe "I said before, i will love you no matter what, so, i won't break up with u."
And i really scare babe will leave me .
But now me and babe very good dy. Wish we can forever.
I really love him <3
Babe, please come to church every week so i might see u at church .
I love you forever till the end of my lifetime.
I won't leave u and u dun leave me too .
Just dun worry, i wun yaiyai anymore .
I won't like that time, talked like very close with another boy .
And made babe sad.. sorry babeee .
I won't did this againn, i lubb u ;P
MUACKIESSSSSSSS <3
Give u a kiss, and a big big big warm hug :)
Heheee, Friday can hug u and kiss u d xD
WOO, i will be patience la babe .
LOVEEEE YOUUUUUU JASONN KWANN YEWW WEII :)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Tomorrow is Merdeka d .
WULIAOOOOOOOOOOOO .
I WANNA GROW UP FASTER LA .
==!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Always stay at home like siao za bo only .
ZZZ, I MISS MY BABE VERY MUCH LA .
I WANNA SEE HIM NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW .
MUACKSSSSSSSS <3
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
On Monday, August 24, 2009
[5:48 AM]
JK says> Update In Tilt! Wow so long din update liao!...hmmm...sorry readers and especially my Bebe E! day by day over de, very fast will till 1 year de...haha! Happy dao!...although i have face many challenge like bebe very yai yai ar...and will still weird weird de...i aslo dunno why!...haha. Anyway i still very love Bebe E! Everyday i always think of bebe e, very miss her even in class...wow...let me tell u all wat! Edwina will be my wife...i noe is very far story i said...but i trust in her and will support her...wait wait wait! 3 more years den can open open de cpl de, haha! happy dao!!! That day i help my bebe e, i massage her ler...so geng...i love to massage her juz like i m been massage!!!xD我爱你老婆！haha...bebe teach me chinese ler...now i can type chinese!! Thxs Bebe!!! i very very the weird...till now i feel like i'm flying...haha...i also dunno why...haha When the camp haiz...dun wan say la...at the next day sunday...arh...also dun wan say lar...will kill myself for wat happen...BEBE pls pls pls dun yai yai liao lar!!!...ur wear really make me wanna bite myself..haha...but is ok de la...u like to wear how den wear la...as long as u happy den is very good :D so miss my Bebe e!!!I love yoU Bebe E!dun sad or angry liao!!! With Love, JK Jason Kwan<3
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
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[2:02 AM]
Yo readers : )
sorry for not updating our blog for so long :D
Because i stick with my EL's diary nowadays : )
HAHAH :D
Okay, post start from Friday (WEEKEND AWAY CAMP).
Friday went to school, quite boring and quite fun ; )
And before mum came and fetched me, she went to fetched Yean Ghie.
Fetched jor Yean Ghie only came and fetched me.
Went home packed things and bathed.
And then makan :) 6pm, went to church .
Ahquan haven't open the door yet.
So, waited inside the car, den ahquan came :)
Went in, have some chat with friends :)
Then, 7pm oni go .
inside the bus, my voice is the louder one.
Actually i wanna sleep inside the bus.
But Vincent they all made me laughed out loud.
And then, arrived there at 10pm? : D
Went into the hall and then went into our dorm.
Slept at 1am :) Because me and yean ghie wash our hair at night.
Very wet, and sms with my BABE! :)
Morning woke up at 6 am : )
While me and yean ghie brushing teeth, got 1 frog jumped in.
Both of us kept on shouting, and asked aunt yee neo to woke up.
She said she scared too, and we asked aunt Jane.
Aunt Jane asked us to do our thing, dunnid to care the abt the frog,
But we not dare to x]
Then i faster brush me teeth and changed my clothes.
Then went to the canteen and ate breakfast.
After breakfast, went into the hall.
Listened to Xavier talked talked talked.
Then, rest time :)
Walked around, damn shuang :)
And then Jazz talked talked talked.
Then, we went to ate lunch.
And then, after lunch went back to our dorm.
Changed sport shoe, blablabla :)
Because gonna to played game ^^.
divided into 8 groups.
Actually yean ghie is group 4, and me is group 5.
But then we went to Group 4 together :)
And then played game.
After game, damn tired.
They bathed, but i didn't.
Very smelly, and then, went to ate something at canteen.
Ate 2 rounds, too hungry d x]
HEHEHEH :D
And then, i took my bag and went to the hall.
bought some can drink :)
Then, Paul talked talked talked.
Around 6pm? Many ppl baptism :)
WOOOO ^^.
And then, den blablabla.
went back at 7 pm.
arrived here at 9pm :D
Went back at 10pm.
Yean Ghie came my house and waited for her friends to came and fetched her.
I bathed while she is waiting.
After bathed played comp :D
Slept at 12am? :D
HAHAHA, another day woke up at 8am :D
Went to church, became psalmist.
After that, walked to KK with babe.
Babe got a bit angry lor, because of something something . HAHA.
private! :D
Then, many many more .
After the service, seat there chat with Babe and Yew Lin.
Jen Nin played with my phone :D
and then, babe helped me to massage :D
WOOO, shuang dao .
went back at 4pm.
Bathed and played comp till 5.30pm.
Went Summit ate crab and then went to memorial service at Serdang.
And then, went home .
SLEPTTT :)
SHUANG, MORNING VERY LAZY TO WAKE UP .
WHEN CAME BACK FROM SCHOOL, SLEPT FOR 2 HOURS +..
SHUANGGG .
I LOVE BABE J FOREVER, MUACKS .
6 MONTHS + 13 DAYS <3
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
On Thursday, August 13, 2009
[6:16 AM]
Oh ya...forget liao...i won ever tever leave you...although now infront of ur parents and some ppl we need to pretend like best friend,i can accept, but really i cant accept if i talk to others girls without bebe permission, so i dun care i still wan ur permission and maybe when u talk with boys my heart will like got giant durian but because to avoid or to dun wan bebe to be scold, u may talk with others boys...I Love Bebe E!Remember, still got 3 years! den can cpl open open liao de lar...!xDThxs to ppl that care and help my bebe, i really wanna thxs u all...sorry if cant tell u all face to face...but i belive got chance de!^^JNE 4EVER!<3
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
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[5:26 AM]
JK says> Today happen something that are going to separate us...T.T...i really worry that our love stops here! I were very sad and lost all my emotion in my mood...i cant leave BeBe E till forever! Story is like this de....on 12/8/09 BeBe father scold her!...but Bebe dun wan to tell me wat happen...den i can guess is bout her phone bill...last month de bill is RM400++ so i ask wheter is it bout the phone bill and make you scold by ur dad den bebe still refuse...i dunno why...den at the evening around 6 something...bebe only say out...she says i always simply think and say till she no chance to explain...so i'm really guilt...den i juz wanna say sorry but she like ok ok, for me i knew that she's on fakes ok...oh my...no good so i make some funny stories and question make my bebe to more happy and forgive me!...Everyone readers pls be my testify...I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT GIVING MY BEBE TO EXPLAIN AND MAKE HER SCOLD BY HER DAD...I'M SO SO SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRY\SORRY BEBE!
i told my bebe im willling to pay back at least RM200 back to her father but she always says no need...well to obey and trust her i'll choose to listen lur...guai ler...den at night around 8 something, bebe says maybe cant call me today and will give back to her father the num...so i were sad and emotion in a high level...that time i were thinking next time if bebe been hurt how do know, who remind her to drink water,who wake her up,who give her morning kiss, who give her encourage, who support, who will share happinese with her,who will sing, and the most is who will everyday say I LOVE YOU and KISSto her?...den i choose to call her...but before i call her, she call me liao!...xD geng!...maybe is the last call for us, last reminder and magic words that made her happy everyday!
wow...wat should i do to make her happy everyday?dun worry i will find at least a way to make her happy everyday!...den on phone we share tears, we share our happy!...wow, great journey already 6month2days!...who can go through this long journey...although we have hurt each others but we got idea to deal with it ger!...^^
Den after we hang up the phone i went to every places that we call last time!...crying under rain...but is worth it...den i go buy kit kat that we ate together and go home...go home wrote JnE diary den always tell myself that hope that bebe not crying liao!...hope i still can hear her voice at least 1mins thats satisfied my love to her!....really saad and damn it miss her!...den write my JnE diary half way, a phone ring infront of me, who is it?...is BEBE!...wow...den we still talk ler cause she says her father forget to take back the num..!!..xDshuang...den we chat till 12something go home and we give goodnight kiss!...wow!!!jow briliant!!!
DEAR EVERY READERS LET ME TELL YOU WAT, IN MY HEART I ONLY LOVE BEBE E AND NOT OTHERS and others girl girl that got feel to me pls give up la CAUSE NO ONE IS BETTER THAN MY BEBE E AROUND THE WORLD!
If u all think that our love can be forever pls comment in our JnE chat boxs!...
I LOVE BEBE E!<3
With love and care,
JK,Jason Kwan*Babe J
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
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[2:16 AM]
6 months + 2 days : )
Hello readers, I am back to blogging again : )
sorry for not updating my blog for so long : )
really sorry, Ohkey, Tuesday was mi and mai babe 6 months.
Also half year : )
Very happy, and, i went to school on Tuesday,
everything was good, and i alr forgotten many things.
So sorry, Okay, skipped to Wednesday.
Wednesday, went to school, and came back at 1pm.
Because is exam week, so, i came back home.
Bathed and ate, a while, dad asked me go downstair.
Because of something something.
Long story.
Got some quarrel with babe.
But everything is fine now : )
And cried.
today morning, everyone asked me why your eyes so red .
is so damn pain, because i cried for too long.
Hehe, and then when i came back home.
I can't find my phone, dad took away.
So, i was like wanna cry again.
But i saw my dad put on the comp table.
After i bathed, i ate.
And then, played comp and took my phone to sms with babe.
Sister Jazz called me and asked me go out yamcha.
She came over my house at 3.30pm, and then, around 4pm, we went to Taipan Old Town.
And have some drinks, and makan. Also talked : )
Thanks to sister Jazz : )
And then, went home, now playing comp ^^.
and waiting for babe's sms :)
Okay, today oni till here la :)
Will be posting when i'm free.
Byee <3
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
On Monday, August 10, 2009
[12:38 AM]
5 months + 29 days (182days)
Hello Readers, I am back to blogging ^^.
Okay, Saturday after I bathed, daddy bought food for me o ate.
And then, ate alr, cont with my computer.
Slept at 4pm-6pm :D
Babe woke me up, and I went to church at 6.15pm something.
Arrived church, babe saw me, and gave me a flying kiss ^^.
And he kept on asking me wanna eat or nt.
Drink all those, when he asked want to drink water or not.
I only realize i forgotten to took my bottle.
And then, i faster called my dad.
Dad alr arrived home, but then he also took to church for me ^^.
Babe Sing ler, damn nice ^^.
And then, after church.
Got 1 boy sms me and asked to be friend.
Babe knew alr, then called the fella.
Hehe ^^. But the fella says take wrong num from his friend.
-shakeshead- ^^.
And then, i went home at 10pm.
Arrived home played comp for a while while.
And then called my babe and we talked till 1am i think? :D
HAHA, And then Babe asked me to sms him in the early morning when i woke up.
I sms him at 8.00am, but he didn't replied.
After i finished my breakfast he only replied my msg.
And then, i went to church :D
After that, 9.00am, Daniel came and fetched me, babe in the car too ^^.
Arrived dream hub, babe talked with me.
Seat beside me, played my phone ger city bloxx and also listen to songs :D
And then, i went upstair to teach the children :D
woo, and then babe at downstair.
After the service, babe pei me again lur.
Babe kept on playing my phone, so nice to played mer.
He wanna broke the game record.
But at last also cannot, i helped him to broke and then put his name.
So bad la him :D HAHA, but within this week, i sure can break the record again :D
And then, Daniel fetched us to the new church.
And then, after they went to makan.
Left me, babe and Jia Hao at church.
Jia Hao at upstair the office.
And babe hug and kiss me.
Love the moment so damn lots much.
And we played the music guess xD
HAHAH ^^.
I love him lots lots lots, and forever :D
Tomorrow is our 6 months lur. so happy.
No one can replace him in my heart lur.
den around 3.00pm, i called my mom to came and fetched me.
Before mom came, i went into baby room with Babe.
And then mom arrived called me, and then before i go.
Babe kissed my mouth, and i kissed his mouth too :D
woo, and then i went home.
Me and mom went to bought some food.
went home ate, and then bathed.
Babe went home too.
den 4.00pm, he went to U1. :D
and played futsal with friends :D
And then, everytime he didn't sms with me or play futsal i sure very angry.
But yesterday i didn't angry ler, i also dont know why.
Since when i became so good a?
And typed msg also not same d :D
HAHAHA, even Babe shocked x]
And then, Nelson fetched babe go home bathed.
Babe they all went to Taipan ate, because is Nelson birthday.
And every night me and babe sure will talked on phone for very long.
But yesterday only a while only, because he not free.
So i slept at 10.30pm.
Who knew, today morning, my sim card and my whole family sim card sot d.
And can't sms my babe.
And then, i went to school.
Waited for Sue Ann, used her phone to sms my babe :D
And then, went home, dad said 1 month RM 50.
My postpaid card, and i have another prepaid card.
My babe will reload.
But another 1 is private la :D
i using 2 phone, so can call or sms me anytime ^^.
HAHAH, okay la, today post till here lur.
BYEEE <3
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
On Friday, August 7, 2009
[10:30 PM]
5 months + 26 days (180 days)
Okay, went to school yesterday in the early morning.
And then damn tired, arrived school study ^^.
And then, when tuition science, i felt asleep.
Really boring, the teacher repeat and repeat none stop O.o
And then, 3.30pm, mum came and fetched me.
And then, went home, bathed, ate.
4.30pm, dad fetched mom to church.
Mom going to church camp.
And then, i ate lor, mom went church camp.
No one wash the plate, so i need to wash it.
And then, i played comp for a while, and then dad wanna used.
So, i went in my room and do some exercise, because too boring d.
And then, 7.00pm, went downstair and watched tv.
till 9.00pm, went upstair and then went my mom's room watched till 9.30pm.
And then, i went in my room and called my babe ^^.
We talked till 11.30pm something, because i was too tired.
And then, today morning, mom gave me morning call ^^.
Hehe, and then went to school.
Brought my phone, study and sms ==..
Everyone know dat, only teacher :D
And then, went home at 12.30pm.
Now at home sms with my babe ^^.
Haven't ate my lunch.
Damn hungry xD
HAHAH ^^
Okay la, post till here lur ^^.
Byee <3>
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
On Thursday, August 6, 2009
[12:15 AM]
5 MONTHS + 24 DAYS. (178DAYS)
Haha, yesterday my babe posted something :]
so cute la ^^.
Okay, yesterday called babe at 9.45pm till 12.30am :D
And then slept like pig, babe sms me before he sleep.
And then, today morning before i went to school,
I sms him too, he replied me, <3 15am ="=".."><. After that, Cikgu Norwati didn't came in. Damn lazy la the teacher, 10.40am only came in. And then 10.45am recess, damn lazy. Recess stayed in class ate with Sue Ann and Han Hong. ate, and laughed again xD Teacher came in, gave us back our sains exam paper. And then, went home at 1pm. bathed and then ate pizza. Sms my babe, now babe going to his college, he'll sms me when he arrived Summit. I love you babe J, you're forever mine.
You're so good, really really no one can replace you in my heart <3
MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS, want a real kiss, wait till this Saturday ^^.
Love you lots lots lots lots lots lots my babe! <3
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
On Wednesday, August 5, 2009
JK in the house! [5:20 AM]
<JNE>JK says> from Edwina>MeiMei>Dear>Darlings>老婆>宝贝>Bebe E
I knew Edwina when we go to ulu yam trip with church friends, it was around August 2008, but then i were treat her as my mei mei and i'm his kor kor :(. Then know more liao, she suddenly been electric by me xD den she love and likes me liao! Wow, but i started admire her first la, but she proposed to me later on...XD...we in relation this 2009 February 14(VALENTINES DAY^^) den from that day onwards my bebe is still naughty...hahaha...but then after i scold la, encourage lar, comfort la, and also even share our problems together...our journey till today is not easy, it was really miracles cause this was my first time together with her for so long, i din think bout we will together before last year, and bebe also first time among 20 over times cpl, this is the most longest de...now still left 7 days then 6 month de, half year and forever love without end!
~I PROMISE MY BEBE WE WONT LEAVE EACH OTHER~because JASON KWAN YEW WEI,关摇苇 really love hos BEBE EDWINA LIM SHIE CHING,林学晴!
To my bebe Edwina>Promise me too, don ever leave me and love others!
I LOVE YOU FOREVER.
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
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[5:15 AM]
LOVE YOU ALWAYS LA MY BABE J.
YOU'RE FOREVER MINE LIAO.
NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART <3
WOOO, YOU'RE ONLINE NOW.
BUT YOU SEEMS BUSY, NEVER MIND ^^.
SO, I POST SOMETHING AT OUR BLOG LOR ^^.
HEHEHE, I MISS YOU LA BABE.
NEED TO WAIT TILL THIS SATURDAY ONLY CAN SEE YOU.
HAHA, NEVER MIND.
I VERY PATIENCE GER ^^.
AHAHAHA :D
MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS.
From; Bebe E
(Edwina)
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
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[4:34 AM]
I miss my babe la :D
He's eating dinner and will sms me later.
sms me faster la, i miss you so damn lots much.
Okay, i'll start to post about today ^^.
Today went to school as usual,
Morning, exam Chinese and then maths (paper 1).
Quite easy ^^.
And then BM's period, teacher gave us back our exam paper.
And then, Ji N go and told teacher i simply made her book till wad wad wad.
I also don't know, mummykids. ^^
And then, quite fun la at school.
Point middle finger in front of my class teacher.
She damn damn damn lame ^^.
Whatever, sorry babe if i did anything wrong yea.
And then, went home at 3.30pm, bathed and then sms my babe.
Ate, played comp, put the blogskins all those.
And sms with my babe ^^
woo, babe this friday going to study at segi college lurx ^^.
And then, now very boring la, Babe will online latterrr.
I'm waiting for you <3
From; Bebe E
(Edwina)
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
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BABE J AND BEBE E [3:46 AM]
I love my babe J lots.
Today is our 5 months + 23 days ^^.
Love you forever :D
MUACKS FOR MY BABE J <3>
Babe J and BeBe E! <3
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